I know that people will say that God has a purpose for everyone and that he loves us all. I agree that he loves us and I guess I can agree with the purpose thing. Is it possible though to mess up some much, so many times that you become worthless? I mean feel that I have so much wrong with me inside that I can never get myself together. I have tried hard, lied to myself, and tried new things and yet...I just can't get myself together. It feels that everything I do fails, all of my dreams are worthless, that I am totally empty, and nothing is ever going to chance.
I think about sucicde but I don't want to go to Hell, yet feel that due to my failure, I'm going anyway. I would just hate to do it and then he say to me, "If you had waited one more day, I would have been the day." I am really torn on what I should do and I am tired of being sick and tired...can anyone help?
2006-08-09
19:53:33
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