I'm not usually a whiner, but I was so depressed on Thursday morning at work, it scared me. I was almost crying, and I didn't even know why, specifically.
Sure, I have stress in my life, but who doesn't?
My elderly dad is losing his mind, and had yelled at me on Wednesday. His caregiver's husband had died, and he was angry that she wasn't coming that day.
I'm still grieving the loss of my husband ... 21 years ago. Isn't that ridiculous? It's been hitting me upside the head again this week for some reason.
I'm struggling to afford Christmas this year, but I'll manage; I always seem to. I just hate for it to be about money.
I don't get enough sleep -- that could be a major factor, or maybe a symptom.
I have no complaints at all about my health, my house, my car, my kids, my neighbors, my job, or anything else I can think of. I'm angry at myself for being sad; it makes it hard for me to be there emotionally for my youngest child, who is only 10. I feel like such an idiot.
2007-12-01
07:43:29
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