I am a 23 year old male, who since graduating from college entered a severe depression w/ an obsessive anxiety disorder. In the past, I have always felt very secure with my sexuality, not at all homophobic, and only was attracted to girls.. However for the past months, I've gotten progressively more homophobic.. Then I started to question my sexuality, because I am kinda attracted to a straight male co-worker.. Leading up to this, masturbation got progressively more difficult, and I no longer feel that instant desire to mentally fantasize about attractive girls.. Now I test myself obsessively looking at men and women, with a slight inclination towards men (could be the anxiety).. I tried masturbating to men, and I couldn't get erect.. I can still get off to women, but not as effortlessly as it used to be.. Despite this all, the idea of gay sex is not at all appealing to me at all. Is this the transition of latent homosexuality or does it sound like my anxiety is just ******* with me?
2007-03-07
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