Ok, I am 99% sure I am a lesbian. I have only had sex with one girl and that was in a three way, but I loved it. I keep trying to tell myself I would hate it with any other girl, but I know I wouldn't. Also, my friends...I don't think they'd take it well. And my best friends mom is so, so homophobic! She has been like my mom since my mom died and if I told her I was gay she would tell me it's ok and talk trash about me to everyone else. I don't want to lose her too...even though she isn't my favorite person, she's my only mother figure. I am in my 30's...I should be grown up enough to just do it, but I am so, so scared. I wonder if I will ever be happy if I don't though. But what if I come out and get a girlfriend and then I realize I really am straight? This is so confusing!!!
2006-06-15
17:48:10
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