Okay. I try to make my decisions based on a feeling of peace and love (expansion) in my heart (Christians call this the Holy Spirit). Usually, I follow this, but yesterday I did not.
I REALLY wanted to buy a mower with the money my grandma gave me for Christmas (our grass is getting really long, and I usually borrow my friend's mower, but wish I didn't have to). I decided to buy a 2nd hand mower from the old man down the road, who fixes them up and sells them cheap (with no warranty). My heart felt empty with my decision... I knew I was being told, "No, don't do it." But I REALLY WANTED to do it, so I did anyway.
The mower worked really well when he demonstrated it to me. My hubby mowed a swath through our "lawn" about 3 meters wide, then it ran out of fuel. But now it won't start. We tried & tried, to no avail.
This morning I prayed to God to make the mower work. Yet I felt emptiness in my heart when I prayed that prayer.
So what is the lesson that this is teaching me?
2007-12-20
04:49:08
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