I function very poorly socially; I have a bad case of shyness and a slight case of agoraphobia. I become fascinated/obsessed with things such as art, space, weather phenomenon, rain, gigantism, speed (physics) not fast cars, music, counting/collecting in my mind: dog breeds, rocks, lists of old Slavic/Polish names, Slavic surnames, thinking about large numbers, race/ethnicity, genealogy, ethnology, evolution of culture and language, I start to create my own languages and fantasy worlds, I make countess lists of all the Polish names, surnames, and place names, and translate Serbian, Croatian, Russian, names surnames and place names into Polish, I create new words and phrases, I get fascinated by Mathematics to the point where I stay up all night doing all the exercises in all my old math books for no reason (trigonometry through multivariable calculus). I get fascinated by what happens to sewage water, I want to contribute to the world, from the stupidest (the sewage system), to the more worthwhile (language and culture). I just don’t know how to normally socialize with my peers, and all this stuff is taking its toll.
2007-12-27
12:17:35
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