this really emabrassing and irrational, but this is what happens when i eat in public.
an example is today and every other time i l eat in public, i went to some place in my school that serves sandwiches and hot food. with the hot food you can chose what you like and the sandwhiches just coome in a plastic case. now im not fat, but im not the thinnest person and iam really self concious about my weight. i am too afraid to choose the hot food because i think it will prove that i take an interest in my food and that i really enjoy eating. which i do, but i dont get overjoyed about eating. when i go out to eat i am afraid of ordering anything to specific on the menu. basically its the same concept. i am concious about how much food i leave on my plate. sometimes i position my plate and silverware towards my parents if i am out eating with them to make it look i didnt, god forbid, eat all of my food. i eat very carefully. anyway, how stupid and irrational is this...?
2007-11-08
11:25:00
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