I experience a maddening infuriating sense of helplessness brought on by the lack of control over my life. I see no way out. My parents do not let me go out with friends, drive a car, have a boyfriend, or anything else all other 15-yr-olds do. They make me stay home and study whenever I am not at school.
I told them that I have a problem and that therapy may be a feasible solution, but they do not want to pay for it and do not let me work. As long as I get all A’s and stay safely locked up at home, there is no problem.
In health class, we learned that suicide is a cry for help. I considered attempting a suicide, but fear that I might end up killing myself. Aspirin overdose is the safest available methods and is among the most common for females my age.
I considered other alternatives, like failing a class, but I do not want to sacrifice my GPA. And besides it is not a fail-proof method. They might take away tv and computer, which will only add to my helplessness.
2007-08-21
12:10:25
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