peoples attitude towards you in general was, condescending, smug, smarmy, unctuous, patronizing, mocking, abrupt, unhelpfull....people outcasted you, seemed to socially exclude you.....then if finally you exploded in rage, everyone says'' yeah see look, loony mad person'' then they could socially ostracize you more....
how would you handle this?
i feel strongly that i experience this alot from people in the present and especially alot in the past....ive had borderline personality since 15, im 30 now. so ive been hurt and endured alot of psychologicall and mental pain at the hands of other people...& even though i have a disorder im trying to deal with, i still recognise the way im treated, and recognise disdain in all its forms. i have good intellect,& i no how im being treated by people...
its almost like, if i did lose it & explode in rage, youd see alot of somebodies, dancing,laughing, and enjoying my pain, wearing huge grins...but i continue to hang in there in spite of all this
2007-06-28
13:24:00
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