When that one person who we made the centre of our life walks away, what are we meant to do with ourselves? Are we mean't to cry, to release the pain, or laugh, to show a new beginning? Or do we become a fragile state, numb to society and reality. In my oppinion, and in the circumstances that I find myself in at this stage in my life, I have chosen to cry, to drain the memories through tears in which my love left with me, and smile with a new beginning and oppurtunity to create a build up of emotional strength.
When he left me, I refused to believe the sorrid truth. I lived my life on false hopes, believing that when he saw me, he still got the occasional flutter, and when he hugged me, he still felt in love. I believed this for too long. When my mind emerged out of it's wishful state, I hit a complete block, I became numb. Because I finnally realised that he didn't love me, didn't want me, nor need me like he used to.
2007-06-29
13:34:09
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