and the environment and area you live in?~ im 30, im a bpd sufferer, i have been since 15, but my ultimate desire and dream, is to eventually emigrate, move as far away as i possibly can, prefabally canada....im constantly in a dream state thinking and wishing this.....i desperatly, desperatly do not want to stay in the uk for the rest of my life, and it sincereley frightens me at the possibility of not being able to leave here, being trapped here....and NO, i dont wanna go to spain or greece,....i constantly envision sunny beaches, deserts, back woods, wild baron farm lands, with a loving girl by myside...i feel so strongly about this dream im beggining to resent the people who live around me and the environment i have to live in...because i dont wanna be with them!....no i want to go far, far, far away,so much so that im unreachable & only accessable to those i love and choose to be near me...if i dont achieve my dream, i fear ill exit my environment through fatal, permenant means.
2007-06-29
09:32:56
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