and the environment and area you live in?~ im 30, im a bpd sufferer, i have been since 15, but my ultimate desire and dream, is to eventually emigrate, move as far away as i possibly can, prefabally canada....im constantly in a dream state thinking and wishing this.....i desperatly, desperatly do not want to stay in the uk for the rest of my life, and it sincereley frightens me at the possibility of not being able to leave here, being trapped here....and NO, i dont wanna go to spain or greece,....i constantly envision sunny beaches, deserts, back woods, wild baron farm lands, with a loving girl by myside...i feel so strongly about this dream im beggining to resent the people who live around me and the environment i have to live in...because i dont wanna be with them!....no i want to go far, far, far away,so much so that im unreachable & only accessable to those i love and choose to be near me...if i dont achieve my dream, i fear ill exit my environment through fatal, permenant means.
2007-06-29 09:32:56 · 6 answers · asked by Anonymous in Social Science ➔ Psychology
can anybody relate to this passionate dream and desire i have?
can anyone understand my fear that i wont be able to achieve it because of the things i struggle with in life like border line personality disorder?
2007-06-29 09:34:50 · update #1
Sorry but I am 65 and I saw the century turn and you know I want to see the next. HA HA As I told a friend the other day I am keeping my options open, I may go EAST if life gets to shitty. It is going to have to get very bad.
2007-06-29 14:00:31 · answer #1 · answered by Coop 366 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋
I can totally relate to what your feeling. Sometimes I wish I was as far away from home as possible. I feel like I'm missing something or missing out on something that is essential for living. I want to go out in the world, and yes i too envision forests, beautiful beaches of endless sand, and great high mountains adorned with snow. I wish desperately to leave and see the world, but eventually I know I'll end up back where I belong, home. Perhaps you don't feel the same way, but I know that in the end, no matter what, your homes your home.
And even if I say I would, I wouldn't change that for all the world.
Hope this helps.
2007-06-29 09:42:43 · answer #2 · answered by Norah H. 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I am not familiar with bpd, but I can so identify with your feelings.Why Canada though? Unfortunately, the only one who can change your life is you. Could you go to Canada on a vacation? See if it is what you want? Could you change your life in some other way, like changing your living accommodations? Or your job? One step at changing your life might make you feel better.
2007-06-29 09:48:55 · answer #3 · answered by kim j 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I can tell you all the bullshi-t, lies and what-so-knots , but the truth is that in the end you need to stop stuffing all that sorrowass shi-t into your head, quit dreaming, quit "I want this and I want that" because the truth is that you either "do or don't" in life and "can or can't" in life, so if you "can do" do what you really want then do it, if you "can't" do what you want then you find a way, if you "can and don't" do what you want then your only lying to yourself.
"happiness comes from within" my friend, only you can make yourself happy and satisfied through your own or others actions
2007-06-29 09:46:41 · answer #4 · answered by synxz001 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
heres an idea. get a real good job for like a year to get a lot of money. or else ask someone for a lot of money. then move to canada or u could live with me in the usa. lol.
2007-06-29 09:38:03 · answer #5 · answered by Paun 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
i take paxil.
why don't you move? have you visited at least?
2007-06-29 09:36:18 · answer #6 · answered by manimal2878 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋