Over the weekend my Dad & I had a fight. We exchanged words, cried, & apologized. I still feel weird about the situation because I rarely see my Dad cry & I have the image of his sad face in my mind sometimes. Whenver he's around now, I feel kinda strange..a little nervous, like I'm walking on eggshells & he seems to be extra nice to me. Maybe it's all a figment of my imagination?
The start of our argument came about because I told him I was feeling sad & lacking self-confidence because I have no job, no money & I needed to let it out. I wish I didn't because he's not a very good communicator. He's more of a laid back kind of man, very rational, not emotional, with a sarcastic sense of humor.
I know he loves me & I love him, but I can't help but feel strange around him at this time. I feel like I have to be happy/smiley around him otherwise he'll think something is wrong with me. I don't want to bring it up again with him, but how do I get rid of these feelings I have?
2006-11-01
08:16:52
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