5yrs ago i fell in love with a lady,i used to see her everyday in school but nothin between us except hi,i kept loving her for 2yrs coz i used to see her everday which i thought that's the reason why i cant let her out of my mind,then i moved to college and i havenot talk to her for 3yrs ,i used to go and see her from a place where she doesnot see me,i still love her although it has been 5yrs till now,i tried all the ways to get her out of my mind but i cant,i just love her and just the thought of her makes me happy,till now i havenot seen her for a whole yr,and i knew that she got married and had a birth few weeks ago but i still love her,i dream of her everyday,i write poems in her names,i make plans for me and her to do in future (although i know we can never be together)...today one of my friends told me to talk to pyscho coz she thinks this is not normal,is she right?
p.s i have a depression for the last 3yrs,is it coz of my love to her?
yes i am a lesb
2006-11-01
15:33:37
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Tara
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