I know you will think that I'm vain, but please believe me, cuz I'm NOT. I did something to myself that ruined my life forever. Please people help me. I know that there is someone out there who can comfort me, somone who can make me feel better. See what happened was that I was depressed and blamed my appearance for it, when In reality there was nothing wrong with me and I WAS NOT ugly. My friends called me pretty and even a few men said I was beautiful. I wouldn't call myslef those, But all i know is that I was good average, but never UGLY. But see I was too blind to see the good things in my life and I obssessed over the way I looked and thought if i looked prettier, I could have a better life, ( Hot bf, more friends,...) Anyways, I got plastic surgery( chin and cheeks)and now my life is a disaster. I look disgustingly UGLY! I can't bear to look at my own face. I look at old pictures, and see how stupid I was for thinking I was ugly. Becasue now I see what TRUELY ugly is.
2007-11-11
11:35:44
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