I have been depressed about the last half a year. I've always had a feeling of worthlessness and felt that i was never good enough for anybody, but it wasnt as bad as it is now. I've recently been going out with a girl for about a year and a half, i broke up with a little less than 2 days ago. This is like the 20th time with broken in the last few months. I found out she slept with 3 guys, and caught an std. She lied to me and did while i knew she was with them, she turn off her phone, i beg her not to anything, but she did anyway. I recently found out all the truth within the last two months. I've tried to work it with her but i dont think i can forgive her. I feel completly crushed, and want her back. I dont know were to turn i feel as if everybody is sick trying to help me. I feel so alone, and just want to jump of a building, i keep turning to liquor and adderall, to numb some of away. What should i do, i've scheduled a appointment with a theapist, but its 2 weeks away.
2007-01-12
13:20:49
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