Ever since the beginning of this year, I' haven;t really been myself. When I laugh, it's usually forced. I never really smile. Nothing makes me happy. I seek as much isolation as possible. I try to avoid my friends, for fear they really hate me and talk about me behind my back. I try not to feel love, because it usually makes me feel worse.
I have no regard of self worth. I act: some many are out, and they're better then I am so I don't stand a chance. I like a girl: I'm not good enoguh, she'll go with someone else. I did well on a test: It wasn't a great score, and lots of people did better than me, why try?
I'm not so drastic that I'll kill myself or anything, but what am I? Why am I even here. I can't do anything right, I don't think I'm worth a damn, I fear everyone else does too. what can I do. I want to be who I used to be, but no matter how hard I try, I only get farther away...
2006-10-11
14:08:46
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