Ever since the beginning of this year, I' haven;t really been myself. When I laugh, it's usually forced. I never really smile. Nothing makes me happy. I seek as much isolation as possible. I try to avoid my friends, for fear they really hate me and talk about me behind my back. I try not to feel love, because it usually makes me feel worse.
I have no regard of self worth. I act: some many are out, and they're better then I am so I don't stand a chance. I like a girl: I'm not good enoguh, she'll go with someone else. I did well on a test: It wasn't a great score, and lots of people did better than me, why try?
I'm not so drastic that I'll kill myself or anything, but what am I? Why am I even here. I can't do anything right, I don't think I'm worth a damn, I fear everyone else does too. what can I do. I want to be who I used to be, but no matter how hard I try, I only get farther away...
2006-10-11 14:08:46 · 9 answers · asked by Anonymous in Social Science ➔ Psychology
There could be many possible causes. Please start by getting a checkup by your doctor and be sure to mention what you said here. There are too many types of depression to get into that here, and within each of those types, symptoms vary from person to person and symptoms may range from mild to severe. Your doctor could tell you if you are suffering from depression, or there may be another physical cause. Please confide in a trusted friend, relative, or possibly a teacher or school counselor. Just talking out your problems with someone may be a huge help. If you do feel depressed, there are medical sites on the internet that offer tips. Improving your diet and exercise often help. Life is too short to just let it pass by. Please seek some help.
2006-10-11 14:31:26 · answer #1 · answered by Deb 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Hey, I totally understand what you wrote above. I, too, have similar feelings sometimes. It gets a little scary because things just don't seem right and never will. You see, behind all of your questions, have you ever asked yourself if you value your self-worth based on your performance at school and the way people treat you. It's true that these things reflect on our personality and who you are, but they cannot be the reasons to determine if you are truly worth or not. I barely know you, but from what I see, you seem like someone who wishes to become better and perhaps to the best you can be. It's really good that you have that kind of thought. Live freely. People's comments don't' always accurately reflect who you are, and those who talk bad things about you have problems. You don't know if girls like you or not because you make assumptions that they avoid you before you truly find that out yourself. As a girl, I will like someone who values himself fairly and appropriately. Be confident and you are worthy to others just as much as you are to your parents.
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2006-10-12 08:15:33 · answer #2 · answered by Audrey L 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Sounds like you may be suffering from depression. Is there a hotline in your area for mental health issues? Or you can talk to your parents or other trusted adult such as a friends' parent, aunt, uncle, grandparent, family doctor, etc. You need to find out why you've been feeling this way and what the options are for recovery. There's alot out there, so get someone to help you along the way.
2006-10-11 14:13:07 · answer #3 · answered by Stimpy 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
sounds like depression. you really should talk to a professional about the feelings your having. it could be a simple chemical imbalance that could be fixed too. don't go through life feeling the way you are...see a doctor soon!
2006-10-11 14:12:23 · answer #4 · answered by WxEtte 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I understand what you are going through.. you are depressed and for that you should see a therapist... you need a friend who can understand n make you feel better about yourself ... plz see a therapist ... or a psychologist...
2006-10-11 14:31:26 · answer #5 · answered by Daffodil07 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Definetly sounds like depression.
2006-10-11 14:16:01 · answer #6 · answered by izzy988 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I think you need someone to talk with. Someone educated who will not try so much to advise as to listen.
2006-10-12 07:26:03 · answer #7 · answered by June smiles 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
why happened to you at the beginning of the year? sounds like you're depressed.
2006-10-11 14:17:37 · answer #8 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
well.................... depends on how old u r lots of people go through changes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2006-10-11 14:12:15 · answer #9 · answered by nahir_lozza 1 · 0⤊ 1⤋