I'm 30 weeks and everything around me is changing. My house is changing, there are baby clothes in a dresser that I bought for her. There will be a crib next to my bed as of this Saturday. I've carried her for 30 weeks, why is it suddenly hitting me that I'm having a baby she is going to HAVE to come out of me. I dont think this feeling/reaction is normal for a first time mom.
ON top of all this, I HATE HATE HATE doctors/hospitals/needles! I was a very sick child and was ALWAYS in the hospital. I am traumitzed by what I went through. It was torture.
I'm scared. I'm scared of what will happen, what is going to happen, how much pain I will be in, getting a needle in my back. I'm terrified. I'm the only person I know who is dreading the birth of her daughter. :-( I'm a terrible mother already. I love her to death and cant wait to meet her but, I dont want to go to hospital. :-(
Help!
2007-03-01
09:06:26
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