My mum used to file her finger-nails to points, I think so she could try to claw at my face. She hated me & was jealous. She never managed to actually do that but... I suffered in loads of other ways because of other things she did deliberately to hurt me & everything I liked... & she told me I was ugly... so when things all got on top of me, it was like BLAM! in my head, & I couldn't see a solution, so in anger & trustration, I started attacking myself... I've been doing that now for so long, it's become a part of my life to such an extent it stops me from having a proper life... cos of the affects - a bit like Dorian Grey... I've been to my GP who said this didn't come under the NHS, I will have to pay for treatment but I'm broke cos I get a job cos I've ruined my face - well, almost! Please, is there anybody out there who can advise me???? This is making me really, reallyy miserable cos i can't see any end to it...
2007-02-10
02:52:57
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