I'm 33 years old and live with my mom and "baby" brother (he's 17 and about to start college here in town. My mom is disabled, and I've helped her over the years. My grandma, who we were all very close to, died suddenly a couple of years ago, and I'm still not over it. I hate my job, I have a lot of health problems, I feel older than I am. I have a lot against me at home in trying to find a way to "improve" myself, but I know I could do it if I really tried. The thing is, even if I did, it doesn't change how I've felt my whole life, which is ALONE. I've had best friends in the past, and I've had close friends, and I've had really sweet friends, but no one who understands me, who would go to the ends of the earth for me (like the hobbits in "Lord of the Rings") or who are there for me when I'm feeling down (like Bridget's friends in "Bridget Jones's Diary", etc,...).No one who wants to listen to me or be there for me or cares how badly I hurt. I can't change that, & it sucks!
2007-06-14
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