Im moving out of my boyfriends place because we are more like friends now and i need to live by myself for awhile so i quit depending on men, anyways im moving out soon, just waiting for my place, and its getting weird around my boyfriend. I love him but i dont, and im really confused, Im gonna miss him too, and im scared. I have no friends, when i was in my abusive marriage, i lost most friends and fell into a deep depression, so right now i feel like i have nothing, no support. But i do have some family so that is good. I cry allt he time, and yesterday i got the worst haircut of my life! Im sick of how others affect how i feel about myself though, why cant i be happy with ,myself and quit feeling so alone all the time, its retarted, i just feel like imr eady to give up, i work a dumb job , only 2 hours a day and with children who have disabilites, im not enjoying getting beat up everyday...but my aunt got me the job so i feel i have to stay and do a good job..i just wanna float away
2007-06-01
06:06:16
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