I'm really depressed, about everything! I can't help it, I cry everyday and it only gets worse!! Inside my heart is breaking and breaking! It's not my family, it's me! I can't stand myself, I can't live with myself! I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror! Lately I don't care what I look like!! I've just about given up on myself!! I put on a smile when my family is near, but it's fake!! Now I'm starting to cut my legs because it calms me down, I know I need to stop, but my depression takes over and I keep going! I can't sleep because I worry. My family pictures me as being happy, but I'm not. It's me, everything's wrong about me, inside and out sucks. I don't have the motivation to get a job and I need to get one, but people won't stand me! I'm not a people person, I can't talk to people normally, I get tongue tied, my mind goes blank and I just keep quiet. Now people are bugging me to talk, I have nothing to say, because what is there to say, nothing, that's what I am, nothing.
2007-06-03
22:22:21
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Leah
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