I guess I consider ECT my final chance at life, and I'm scared because the treatment terrifies me. Coming out of the anesthesia after the treatment, I feel like I've glimpsed a level of Hell, and I panic, even with a shot of ativan. I skipped yesterday's treatment, but am determined to go tomorrow. That will be my 6th treatment, the minimum the doctor wants me to have. I know I probably need more, but the emergence from the anesthesia is so scary that I am non-functional for at least a day.
Please, anyone who can give me advice on the following will be greatly appreciated: How to control my terror coming out of the anesthesia; how to recognize whether the treatments are really working; how to deal with my life at home between treatments, since I am doing it as an outpatient. I know that I need this very badly, but wish that I could see more improvement after the 5 treatments I've had. My husband is very positive. But I don't feel normal, I don't feel like a person..
2007-06-21
06:14:49
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brig1gand
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