Lately I get irritated at the simplest things and have a lot of problems with my friends right now. I know this sounds stupid but I want my parents to believe I am perfect. I have a 4.2 GPA and if I tell them I have depression, I am afraid they'll simply reject me. When I was 8, I was diagnosed with ADHD for "attempting to kill my sister by choking her", which was wrong. I was convinced this wasn't my problem. I took the medication, I went through the therapy, and I knew the medical bill. I don't want to put my parents through such a big deal like this again. I don't know if it is possible if my mom could've done this to me. It sounds childish but I always get feelings of suicide and lonliness when she says comments about my weight or how I eat. It's gotten sooo bad that I my self confidence is dead. I feel like I'm fat all the time and I have never attempted suicide but am very close. I just dont want my parents to get involved. I want them to think I can solve my own problems
2007-05-04
17:23:09
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LazyLily
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