I am young. And since a very close relative in my family has passed away 9 years ago due to Breast Cancer, my entire mentality and atitude has changed. I became more angry, more violent, and irritated. A few times a day, I would lash out on my husband, friends and family. I don't mean to do this, but unfortunately, I do. If I don't have something my way, I get angry, start to yel, hit and cry. I feel like there is a demon inside of me and I am scared this might ruin my marriage. After my aunt has passed away from that terrible disease, my mother and grandma had been diagnosed. However, they were strong enough to fight it. In my teen years, I felt depressed and suicidal and turned to drugs as my backbone. So yeah, then I was high and cracked out untill I met my present husband. He turned me life completely around. I have been sober for a year or two now. I am happy. However, when we fight (over nonsense), I lash out violently. I get irritated when many people call me at once.
2007-02-24
05:46:43
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Soldier'sWife
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