I have partial memories of child molestation from my sister when I was very young (minor touching). Not sure if it happened more than once. In elementary school, I spent recess with my head down instead of playing with the others. Today, I rarely get excited about anything, even things I should be totally crazy about. At 26, I've only had two girlfriends (one in high school) and now, whenever a relationship doesn't work out, I spend countless hours asking myself what could possibly be wrong with me, which becomes very depressing to the point of thinking about suicide every hour of the day; though, I'd never actually do it. When my boss says something negative about my performance, it really hits home. I'll spend a couple weeks dwelling on it until I hate my boss and life altogether. Am I depressed? I've been to a psychologist 3 times but I felt like she was trying to get me to analyze why I feel this way. I've already over analyzed everything to the point of exhaustion!
2007-01-28
17:11:00
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