suicide help?

Question

am 21 old with Cerebral Palsy i can walk and do everything i just walk funny i have a felony for robbery when i was 18 for a coat that fall off during a fight and then a few months later lost a finger i have been tease my whole life i am about to start college but feel like ending everything life just seems to get worst every year will it every get better i am just about done with everything i feel anything will be not worth it because of the felony and college will not help and i will always be alone

Answer 1

Please take 5 minutes to visit this site:
http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

Answer 2

I can tell from your previous questions that you are worried. First, try to relax. You can get the felony off your record, I'm sure. 18 is very young. One thing that would certainly help get it off your record is having a college degree and not getting into trouble while you are in college.

When you get to college, you will be able to find support groups and other people that will like you and that you will like. You WILL have friends. Make an active effort to join any support groups or clubs or whatever you think is right for you. There likely will be a group for people with mild CP at college.

A college degree will help you in so many ways. Try not to see college as a way to a job, but instead see college as a way to make yourself a smarter, more well rounded and interesting person. You will likely learn a lot in college and improve yourself along the way. A job will follow, for sure, but find something you love and learn about it. That is how you will get a job.

remember this...you will be four years older if you do or if you don't go to college. If you go to college, you will be four years older with a college degree, if you don't go to college, you will be four years older without a college degree...

You've overcome a lot already in your life. Don't stop now. Your college experience will likely be the best thing ever in your life. You will have friends and will be respected. College is not like high school. Don't give up.

Answer 3

Not the case, college is different then normal school. They usually do not go around acting like small childern teasing people. And how is anyone going to know about the felony unless you tell them about it. So don't tell them about it. You can live a normal life, and go to college, and find someone to love that will love you back, all you need to do is believe in yourself , cause by what i am hearing here, you have no faith in yourself or mankind. So get out there and go to school, and make new friends, not everyone there is an as*hol*. It is not a reason to be thinking about taking your life, if you feel that way get some help and get it right away. Call the crisis line tonight if need be, or an er, or go to an er, or call the police, but do not take your life over something like this.

Answer 4

I tried it once,it didn't work out,and now I have to live with it for the rest of my life,which I've decided I would like to be a long one.I guess that means I was very lucky it didn't work out,since I changed my mind.There is no one that doesn't have problems,and very few people that don't feel like suicide at least once in their lives.I hav depression,and I still get the urge to end it all,sometimes,but I keep going and hoping it gets better.Just focus on the positives-you are lucky to be as physically capable as you are,you're not in prison,and you are going to start college.I look healthy,but I have allergies that can be severe,I have a problem child whose father is in prison and is no help at all,and I am 31 years old and STILL can't get up the courage to go back to school.There is a point when things don't matter so much anymore,especially what others think.I got teased when I was younger,and people still think I'm rather odd,but I don't care anymore.There are plenty of people who like me just as I am,and you will find people like that,too.Just be willing to look past the surface.It WILL be ok,if you let it.Good luck.

Answer 5

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed
by the things that you didn't do
than by the ones you did do.
So throw off the bowlines.
Sail away from the safe harbor.
Catch the trade winds in your sails.
Explore. Dream. Discover.



Each of us nurture secret dreams and aspirations. The "what if", the "when everything else settles down", the "when the kids get older", the "when I have the money".

And these dreams are good. They give us hope, energy, a place to escape, the power to visualize something other than our current choices. Our secret dreams sustain us and enrich our lives. For a while.

Secret dreams and aspirations have a lifespan of their own.

Over time, and without warning, the lack of action, the failure to take one step in their direction, the loss of faith to make them real, secret dreams and aspirations slip into missed opportunities, or even worse, embarrassment and regret.

A dream become regret is a heavy chain binding the spirit, always waiting at the edge of consciousness to wrap another length of chain around the heart.

Nothing in your life is beyond redemption. Not even regrets. And certainly not dreams.

Have you let them out lately? Written them down or told a friend or lover? Giving voice to those dreams is a first step. Let them out, let them roam. The confidence to express your dreams is a step toward making them real. Scary? You bet. Worth it? Absolutely.

Need a way to recapture a dream become regret? Be thankful for it.

Be thankful that you had the ability to imagine, to hope and to feel it in the first place. Reach back and find - it's still in there - the joy it brought you. Dust it off, roll it around in your mind a while, let it out, and visualize what could be, if you only take the chance.

Suicide is for quitters and i hope you are not one

Answer 6

Sweetheart life gets easier. Don't let other people cheat you from feeling loved. Find a mentor maybe someone with a disability, and hold your head high. I have a good friend who adopted and raised 2 children with CP and they are now in college and doing fine one had surgery many times on his right arm and hand. God put you here for a reason you will find your place soon. Lots of Love, Jeanene KC MO.

Answer 7

You are going to be fine. Forget suicide...you are on the right path, and so what you have had problems. We all have, believe me. When you have your education, the possiblities are endless and it will take you to better places, just dont drop out. Stick it out, you will reep rewards. You'll see.:) And the felony, maybe you can eventually try to fight it in court and get it off your record, by the time you finish college.

Answer 8

you say every year life gets worse, but there are alot of people in the world who would wish to have your life...everybody goes through bad stuff happening to them, all you can do is keep positive, dont think negatively just keep going. your smart enough to go to college, 1 stupid felony isnt going to ruin your life. starting college is a chance to start over.
if you feel really depressed alot of the time talk to a counselor/ therapist who can help you.

Answer 9

Suicide is never the answer. It is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Life is tough sometimes yes but you always have the chance to strive and accomplish your dreams if you believe in yourself. Always know that someone out there loves you and wants to be with you.

Answer 10

I am 35, I was told I have stage 4 bone cancer at 21 years old.I am still here today,I am going to be honest,it hurts every day.But you have to be the strong. I have warrents out for my arrest right now,I still go living my life day by day.About the teasing,you know your self better than anyone.you know you are a good person in your heart,other wise you would not have asked for help right here.And I can gaurantee you wont be alone for ever!!!

Answer 11

Don't do it, God Doesn't want you yet. Pray to God for his guidance,
call a friend or a religious person to talk to.
Your not alone, there are people in this world that are worst off than you. Don't do it, you are just depressed right now, But I promise it will go away. Go get some counseling help, talk to someone.
Because you might not succeed in your attempt, you have done it by now. If you posted a question on here-that is one step in the right direction-you are asking for help.