Im turning 19 Jan 3rd, im engaged, have accomplished so much in my life. I use to be a CNA at St.Mary's Hospital in the ER and Tele, wanna be an RN, advanced cert. scuba diver, 7 yr snowboarder, ..you name it..I have alot...have done alot. But..I get these thoughts of just ending my life. Like nothing matters anymore...anything i accomplished..getting married, having that family i have always wanted...nothing.
I get so close to just getting in my car and finding the nearest over pass... I know its not right..but I at the time i dont care. I'm getting so close to just doing it..it scares me... because I could do something I would regret and wouldnt be able to take it back. And I refuse seeking help...i wont get help.
2006-12-26
15:10:28
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Michael and Samantha
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