My psychologist thinks I have depression because I cut myself (not so bad) and I always have vertigo. I have been going through many tests for this. I have many thoughts of suicide, overdosing on pills, shooting myself. I know this is horrible, and I haven't told my psychologist. In a way, I don't want to kill myself, I just want to really hurt myself where I am in the hospital. What do you think is wrong w/ me? Is it due to depression that I always want to deliberately be sick and hurt? I fake sick a lot because I don't want to go to school, can't get out of bed or have the motivation to do anything < & I know this is due to the depression. I am pretty sure that I have bdd because people tell me that i'm pretty, but I always feel so ugly and want to be perfect. I don't want to have these crazy thoughts, I feel like I am letting my family and friends down, so I don't tell them a lot of things. What should I do?
2007-11-08
03:41:43
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