I'm starting to feel apathetic. I've been too depressed for too long, & I've been abused too many times, & the police wants ME arrested. I got my college degree, & I'm too successful for my life to be thrown away, & people expect me to live off og SSI & Social Security all my life. I have a degree & deserve a high salary. My family even hates me. No one cares about me. Me getting arrested or mentally hospitalized for being the victim of my roommate charging @ me with 2 knives, & they want to arrest me & not her? They're supposed to protect & to serve. I should commit suicide. It's pointless for me to live. People treat me like I don't have a right to eat, sleep, & breathe. People always are threatening to hurt or kill me. Or I may as well hurt someone & let all my anger out because somewhere in my life, I'll be going to jail anyway. My future is in the garbage. I got a college degree I can't even put to use.
2007-03-13
17:44:15
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Mental Health