okay so i am depressed all the time, i never leave the house and dont want to, i eat very little, i have no friends, all and i mean all my family hates me, im cutting more and more every day, i overuse pain killers more everyday, i know that(and dont try and tell me otherwise) that no one cares whether i live or die and they think i dont have the guts to go through with it, i have no one left in the world i care about and i am always seriously considering suicide.I know i should probably be getting help but i went to a counsellor once and it was just painful, i couldnt stand her pressing me an staring at me and asking me quetions i dont know the answers to.I hate people, i hate being in public, i hate life, i dont see any reason to go on anymore and i refuse to have some shrink staring at me thinking what a ******* mess i am
what should i do?
2006-08-25
01:19:02
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lily paige
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Mental Health