I am a disappointment. I am a burden to my family. They say,"Why can't you be normal?" I am Bipolar, severe. I misinterprete things people say. I hallucinate. I feel that I don't have anything in common with anyone. I feel that I don't have any friends. No one understands me. I'm tired of bothering people with my stupid problems. No one wants to hear crap like this. Medications are not working. I can't feel anything on them except maybe numbness which I don't know if that's really a feeling. I know they make me calmer, which is what everyone wants to see. Numb. Lifeless. No passion. As long as I don't bother them. I don't know why I'm doing this. I am only wasting you're time.
2006-08-08
13:55:42
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