Antonio,
Yeah you shouldn't of lied to me about that internet deal, you know on what pasadana supposably done. That was just bull crap and stupid at the same time.....but I don't care any more cause I love you too. I don't to leave you.....and I'm sorry if I'm so dark sided.....look what some people are doing to me. You can't blame me for that....I'm just sticking up for myself. And no I was not right...it's always nice to have a dearly close friend by your side. Brandon is a good guy he's just protecting you but you can't be protected anymore by him if you leave. I don't want you to move away from Brandon...stay with your best friend. I think he needs you....and I don't want to kick you to the side. Well at least I didn't lie to Brandon on one thing. He asked me if you ever cheated on me and went with another woman what would I do? I said that all I would do is get angry but I wouldn't let it ruin our relationship. To many people do that but I'm not going to let it. Your the first guy that I've felt this way with and your going to be the only guy. My mother found out what happened between me and Pasadana arguing somehow and I got yelled at by her. She told me to appoligize to her and be nice for now on. But she also told me that I should be more behaved for the future when we meet. She don't know that were really dating (you know that) but I told her all about you and I think she is happy for me. She thinks that your my soulmate and don't want me to ruin my life by leaving you, and I don't want to ruin your life cause I care for you. Antonio, I don't care how many times you cheat on me as long as you make sure you tell me if you do. I'm not going to let it bother me anymore. I love you too much and I don't want to loose you.
Love,
Araina
P.S. My mom is forcing me to get a job at the stupid Wal-Marts so I can save up. She is also making me clean the house spotless too. She told me when it is all clean and I have enough she said you can come and visit if you like. But of course I have to pay for your trip....that don't bother me none but with wal-marts and besides having to buy all the stuff to fix up the house it may take awhile. And she also said if she gets the things going like she wants and finally manages to buy a house for herself she said I can have the house that me and her are in right now. I guess she wants than to have the house in two names. Those names will be the owners of the house....one name is going to be mine and the other one. Well I'm sure you can guess, in two or three years if she moves by than she giving me the house for you and me to live together without having to worry about any house payments. By than I'm sure I'd have the whole place fixed up, a second bathroom and bedroom added on. All the rooms repainted, the house cleaned, and the yard well taken care of by than. Well, it's a pretty good house if you look at what it could be like once it's all fixed up. That's if you even want to move in with me by than.....you'll probably still be going to colledge. But Antonio, I'll be nicer and change for you cause I sure in the world don't want to loose you.
....I love you too much....
2007-10-22
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