Maybe it's just because my days are empty...I do nothing but read, mess on the computer, watch tv, or sleep. And I tell myself that this is my vacation time, that I messed up in school last semester because I just didn't want to do anything and this summer it is to get it out of my system for a while...but I dunno. I feel emo and like I want to write heartbreaking music and just do pages and pages of emotional blogging.
I would have been just FINE if he hadn't have kissed me. And gave me hope that one day we might be 'right' for each other. And now that he's been able to....he hasn't called me or anything. I know it's still early to be...just pushing that thought away, but I'd just like to know how he is doing. But anyway, that is the cause of my sudden feeling of lonliness because I miss him.
Do you ever feel like maybe there is just an odd number of people in the world and you are just the odd one out and are destined to be alone? I know I'm young and all but sometimes I wonder..
2007-05-27
17:16:20
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