We've been friends for two years, and she is such a beautiful girl... nice hair, teeth, everything about her is so beautiful and I was scared to ask her out... LOL. I wanted to wait a bit to get to know her better.
Well, 2 days ago... she hung herself with a barb wired rope, and her mother found out and rushed her to the Emergency room ASAP, but it was to late... flat line and no heart beat.
Her mother told me the whole story... GOD! Why, why did she have to suffer? I blamed myself for this, I've always been there for her, and I was her best friend, but I blame myself for not being there that day, and it's my fault, all my fault... Damnit.. damnit.
I'm sorry I've just lost a wonderful person, and she was only 21.
Now I have to visit another funeral. I'm very sad right now, I knew a girl back in High School and she was 18 and did the same thing she did.
I have no more friends...I'm out friends. I feel her parent's pain right now, I do and her other friends.
RIP Laura
2007-04-25
17:55:34
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Randy S
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