Friends - December 2006

2006-12-13 13:01:49 · 7 answers · asked by Anonymous

senior year

i look back on these years with regret now
as i never have before
all the people i met
i never really got to know
all the things i could do
i never did
and its too late now
this part of my life is over
gone forever
opportunities offered me here
will never come again
i wasted so much time here
doing nothing
or things i could do anytime in my life
but the things i could have done
the friends i could have made
the memories i could have shared
are slipping from my grasp
i guess they have been for years
i just never really noticed
or never really cared
until now
but whats the point its almost over
i try to make up for lost time
but in the end its too late
ive missed out on so much
and its all my fault
i shouldve done more
always held back by something inside
and i look and i see everyone in their place now
talking, laughing with their friends
they've known each other forever
they're in their place
a place i so wish i had
a place that was offered me so many times
by so many people
yet i never took
why i never took it
i will never know
because i want it more than anything now
but who am i to say that
after all these years
i don't deserve it
i had almost 15 years to take it
go there
with my arms wide open
but i never could
always held back by
pride
or guilt
or obligation
or shyness
or self hatred
now where am i?
miserable
on the sidelines
never really part of the circle
standing there
like a pathetic beggar
wishing for a home
or i am alone
quietly hating myself for all the years
and the friendships i missed
that i can never have again
it went by so fast
i always thought i'd have another year
another month
another day
but soon i will no longer have that
if i had one wish
before i leave this place
my friends
i would want them to know how much l love them
and how much they mean to me
because i worry they don't know
and that will be their last memory of me
yet they probably never will know
because i am weak
but
maybe you still like me
and maybe there is a final chance
but i feel that every step i take
every minute that goes by that chance gets so much smaller
and it breaks my heart
that we will go on
and never be friends
and none of you will know what you meant to me
but it is what i have earned
my years of apathy
have brought me to this lonely place
all i can say to you kids is
have fun
make friends
make memories
because
if you dont
high school
and everything that comes with it
will be gone
forever
and you will regret it
as i do now
if you do not
i fear
you will have a cold, sad, and lonely
senior year

2006-12-13 13:00:17 · 17 answers · asked by leena 4

ever since i moved to a new school 3 yrs ago i have become rly shy. i went from the crazy outgoing girl to the quiet girl who likes to read. im a sophmore and ive been like this since the 7th grade. i have friends who i am rly crazy aroung but at school i cant seem to talk to anyone...that also effects how boys act too b/c they wwant someone confident and i cant even talk to them hardly. what should i do to be more outgoing. b/c right now im kinda miserable with ppl calling me shy and quiet...

2006-12-13 12:48:14 · 3 answers · asked by *~>Nicki<~* 1

Do guys lie to girls saying they are good lookin ro something to be nice or what? This kid I know told me today I looked pretty but I don't knwo wether to take that as a complement or what, becase he has been through alot of girls which were all or most ugly. I would appreciate a guy imput on this, I was jsut wondering if guys lie to girls if so why?

2006-12-13 12:46:47 · 1 answers · asked by dontcry2me 2

2006-12-13 12:45:45 · 22 answers · asked by EL-BRAY 3

I have a friend who is not talking to me for no apparent reason. I'm sick of trying to mend what ever is broken. Should I just go on with my life or should I try harder to be her friend?

2006-12-13 12:37:02 · 7 answers · asked by Andaiye J 2

ok I'm 16, he's 16 and we've been friends since about 8th grade. We just talked once in a while at school. I'm in 10th grade now btw. We started becoming really good friends this year and now he's one of my best friends. We watch movies at my house and he always sits really close to me. he also comes over to play xbox. always comes up behind me and hugs me. picks me up. sits by me at lunch and before school even though he could be sitting by his guy friends. he also calls me about every other night just to talk and see what I'm up to. How do I know if he likes me more than a friend? Because I'm starting to really really like him.

2006-12-13 12:34:54 · 13 answers · asked by sportzchic09 2

2006-12-13 12:32:55 · 37 answers · asked by Anonymous

Theres this boy I liked since the sandbox, you know we were buds and stuff since then and we're still now. But then he told me he liked me when we where kids and that he still does. So we hooked up after that, but...after we started going out he just says "I'm broken up with you.",
So how do you get over your first love and work on your new one.
Getting over a childhood love is so hard.

2006-12-13 12:30:56 · 24 answers · asked by Lil Naruto 2

What is a best way besides going to a clubs or bars or going on a dating site. I am married and moved to my husbands city and don't have any friends between home and work my weekdays are busy but my weekends are very boring don't know what to do or who to talk to my husband is usually out for his soccer or business. pls help suggest

2006-12-13 12:26:17 · 5 answers · asked by sosoqueen 2

YEP its called DAMNITOL and should be taken with lots of alcohol !

2006-12-13 12:26:09 · 4 answers · asked by IT'S JUST ME ! 7

2006-12-13 12:23:10 · 6 answers · asked by Kevin J 1

He was living on the lake in a tent.He was dying of alcoholism and looked very scarey.Still, I saw somthing in his eyes and I knew I had to help him.I found out he used to be in a band and he had pawned his guitar.I had the guitar my friend had left me in my car. I handed it to him and ask him to play. To my overwhelming surprise, his cracked and dirty fingers rolled over the strings playing the most beautiful music I had ever heard,accompanied with the voice of an angel,totally on key. Tears uncontrolably rolled down my face. It took all my efforts, but I got him into a half-way house. After staying drunk for 40 years, he's been sober going on 5 years, and he's about to start his own business,still playing on the side. He's one of my best friends, now.(alot like my friend I lost) My question is,"was this 'fate' or is there another name for the series of events that took place?"

2006-12-13 12:21:52 · 9 answers · asked by Anonymous

beat me up but wont say it 2 my face?

2006-12-13 12:15:19 · 7 answers · asked by Maizie Mayy 3

you friend is in same class and fought over a lie.

2006-12-13 12:09:37 · 8 answers · asked by Anonymous

my best friends father is in jail and the mother does not have custody of the children.. now social services took the children away.. is there any way to find out what can be done, if a grandmother can get the children back? please help..

2006-12-13 12:06:28 · 4 answers · asked by *EVELYN* 1

2006-12-13 12:06:28 · 15 answers · asked by Anonymous

2006-12-13 12:04:37 · 7 answers · asked by Maizie Mayy 3

She has been my best friend for over 23 years. we grew up together. the problem? she has always been the 'victim'. when we talk she constantly dumps everything on me...then says she's sorry for doing that after the fact, then still expects me to give her good advise..all the while she never asks how i am doing...or if anything is bothering me. she's a 'taker' when it comes to relationships. she has abandonment issues from her childhood from when her mother left her w/her grandmother to raise. her father was not a part of her life till she was 13 and then he died suddenly a year after they finally met. i hate feeling this way..but when i see her name on my caller ID i get sick to my stomach knowing that yet again i will have to listen to her troubles and complaints and "im so sorry to unload on your like this, but what should i do." she also always tell me how envious of my life she is. i HATE feeling guilty for having a great family. i don't want to hurt her,but i cant take it any more

2006-12-13 12:02:05 · 4 answers · asked by ? 6

i have a friend that likes someone that is gay but she ask's me wat she should do but i just don't know what to do

2006-12-13 11:56:34 · 16 answers · asked by anel+devil 1

what should a good friend DO for you? what should their personality be like??

2006-12-13 11:52:52 · 10 answers · asked by Anonymous

Title says it all, I need some extra cash for my drug addiction. Lol nah, I'm kidding I don't have a drug addiction, but I need extra cash. THanks.

2006-12-13 11:51:29 · 35 answers · asked by Katie 2

how do i get him to stow
his mom is an alcoholic and I think he might be predisposed to it.
he has to be around people that are drinking and almost gets mad if you arent. He is VERY SMART and just graduated
it is a touchy subject and i dont know how to approach it
do i leave it alone?

2006-12-13 11:49:56 · 22 answers · asked by Anonymous

dose a real friend call you gay, screw up and ugly (etc)(etc)even thow your not or your tring not to be? this hase been happining ever scinc i became friends wth this person

2006-12-13 11:46:46 · 26 answers · asked by ur friend 1

what does a good friend do? what is their personality like?

2006-12-13 11:40:12 · 7 answers · asked by Anonymous

could someone please tell me how to type the little hearts on the computer. you know like when you type and put a heart shaped sign at the end like a symbol.!! PLEASE I NEED to send something sweet to my best boy..who's just a friend...becuz he's my rock

2006-12-13 11:37:24 · 1 answers · asked by gabi c 2

I want to get my guy friend a miniature trumpet for xmas and i want to engrave it...but i have no idea what to put on it. I rly like him as more than a friend and i was wondering if i should put something about how i fell on it or stick to something like his name. what should i do?....thanx for any help!

2006-12-13 11:35:25 · 5 answers · asked by *~>Nicki<~* 1

i want to get my mom something 4 christmas...but i dont no wut!!!! christmas is almost here...wut do i do!!!!!!!!

2006-12-13 11:34:38 · 8 answers · asked by jasmine h 2

I am a dude. I just got a lot on my mind that I need to let go. I have never had someone to share my feelings with, someone to rely on. All I need is one time to let it all out. This feelings have been an emotional baggage making me dought myself and how people perceive me. I just don't feel like I can trust my parents cus they never once asked me how I felt since I was young. I just kept everything bottled up. Because generally "guys don't talk about feelings" crap like they are not humans.

Who do you confide in?

2006-12-13 11:31:56 · 10 answers · asked by Kloberc3 1

I tried sayng sorry 4 times I dont think thats helping

2006-12-13 11:21:01 · 9 answers · asked by My Life is in Black and White 4