So here is my problem I have been dating my current boyfriend for about 5 months. The first 4 months were OUT OF THIS WORLD. I have never been happier, what I am starting to think was infatuation, obviously. 6 months before I started dating him I was in a TERRIBLE relationship with a man who brought out the worst in me. Emotionally abused me, etc. But here the problem lies, lately I have been dreaming about my ex and I don’t know why. Throughout our relationship I think I loved him but I also HATED him. I feel like my love for him was stronger than my love for my current bf. Is it because it was a jealousy filled/hatred love? OR is it because I actually loved him more and still have feelings for the asshole? I want to be with this new guy 4ever. He makes me feel good about myself and I love doing nice things for him. I dont know why I still think about him it has already been a year! This is my first normal/non-dramatic relationship is that why? I just want my ex out of my head 4ever!
2007-01-19
04:54:41
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