Okay, I've always kind of frowned upon people who commit suicide. I automatically put a label on these people, but that is because I did not truly understand "pain." I've been depressed since about the fifth grade, but it got a WHOLE lot worse when I went to highschool. I realized who my friends were (and that I had none) and I realized how people truly felt about me. It was heartbreaking, and while I'm not a perfect person, I can be a good friend. I just really wish that someone would want to my friend, and that someone would pay attention to me. At school I feel invisible, no one ever talks to me. I remember the first day of school I almost cried because I had absolutely no one to sit by. I felt like everyone was looking at me. Well, anyway these emotions have really escalated. Now I feel like, what's the point? Yeah, I might be smart and get a good job and all... but so what. That's not going to make me happy, its just going to make me focus on other things besides my true feelings
2007-01-10
12:07:38
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