Was in love for the first time because of his initiative but betrayed me.I know its not worth crying for such a person but how to make myself understand. Its 13 months over since I m totally shattered, unable to stand today also, dying every moment missing him.The thought of suicide occurs at times so strongly that I fail to make myself understand.When I gather senses, I fear that someday may be impulsively I may do something to myself. How shud I help myself.I have tried all possible ways: like keeping myself extremely busy, tried to hate him n wash him off, pray to god n etc n etc...but the mind n the heart again longs for him during each moment of rest.After all I cant be over occupied 24hrs.Plz help me or I may be no more.
2006-10-15
04:25:46
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