Dated high school sweetheart. Was going to break up with him-all he wanted to do was watch tv. Got pregnant. Went through the pregnancy expecting to place for adoption- even chose parents. Placed her- then changed my mind. Didnt know if I was ready to parent, so daughter was in foster home for 6 months. Finally decided I wanted to parent, so picked her up. My boyfriend and I moved in to raise her. After 1.5 years, I left because of the verbal abuse.
5 years later, decided that I want to marry this boyfriend. He always wanted to be with me and I wanted another child with him. So, we got married and had a son. It was great for 2 years, but then I became very depressed. I was emotionally abused by him consistantly- we never knew what kind of mood he was going to be in when he came home. I finally figured out that he is a narcissist, and demanded that he get help. He wont unless I promise to stay, but I feel emotionally drained- dont know if I want to do this anymore.
2006-10-02
23:02:44
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Lizzie
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Marriage & Divorce