I am unhappy , frustrated , got no motivation to live. My childhood destroyed by my father because of his extremely high expectations. He didn't let me go to school. So never had any friends. In high school, i couldn't mingle up with classmates because of ferocious nature i had developed by then. He didn't let me play even. I regularly got beatings for studies sake. After getting into college , i thought i am in better place. But now , my true love of 8 years whom i got in high school (perhaps my being good in academics fascinated her) got raped and has infected HIV +ve.
I feel terrible.
I am a little bit psychic too. I am short-tempered and shy. I don't talk much to people cause i really don't trust anybody and always am scared of my feelings being hurt.
I feel terrible.
And i am not going to leave this girl as she is the only friend i have. The thing is i want to live happily and have satisfied life. Is there a way i can have satisfied life despite having so many troubles?
2006-08-27
05:27:39
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ravi s
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