I initiate sex with my man to prevent masterbation.
This comes from several traumatic childhood experiences when i was younger.
He understands what i have been through and is the only person i have ever been with, that ever really gave a damn.
But i still cant help but stress that it may happen sometime.
I have been in therapy for quite some time but dont go anymore, its an hour and a half away and costs $120 for 11/2 hrs therapy.
Although this therapist is the only one who has ever helped me.
I know this behaviour is totally irrational, and that masterbation is natural, but to me the though of my man touching himself makes me want to die.I have self mutilated so much due to this problem amoung others but havent now for 4 years, i am 34yrs now.
I wish i didnt have to think about this i dont want to, but the fear in me, keeps it in my head.My husband is very supportive of my issues and i am very lucky to have a caring loving man who understands. does anyone else have these probs?
2006-08-25
02:00:06
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jordancassandra
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