okay, I was sexually abused for years by my father. Hes in jail now and everythings fine. Ive been noticing though that I have this akward feeling around adult men. Its not horrible, just akward, but Im also taking child development now. We talk about certain topics like, when kids in my class were little and there parents did certain things like taking pics of them playing naked, and other things like that. It completley freaked me out! I guess I dont understand whats normal and whats not with kids? I want to grow up and get married and have kids, but Im realizing, if I do, my husband will live in hell, because Im never going to trust him. Im never going to trust any men around my kids. And they obviously cant live like that. Is there anything i can do to build up trust? Ive been through so much counsling I could scream. I never want to see another counsler as long as I live. I just dont want to screw up in the future because of this
2006-08-23
15:31:22
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