i just have to say this, its eating me alive.. read it slowly.
every once in a while theres one person, that one special person that you know within the first, week, day, moment of meeting them that you want to be with them. And you dream amazing dreams about how you would hold her hand walking down the path, or cradle her head as she falls asleep on the couch, or just watch her smile when she's having fun. and even though these dreams are so perfect and beautiful, it hurts so bad to keep thinking of her, because you're too afraid, too afraid to see the reaction if she knew, too afraid to go through the pain of rejection, simply too afraid..
so it stays. inside. never to come out, to anyone. you lay awake in bed for hours, just thinking about you and her together, a secret in the bed. and you tell yourself, "there are worse things in life", but you know, i've never felt anything worse than to love and not be loved back.
2006-08-15
14:34:25
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