I lost my virginity to a guy when I was 14. We were on again off again. He had a rough family life and mine was the worst. My mom and dad had split up and my mom was in the midst of a second nervous breakdown. All I had in the whole world was him and I became dependent on him. I probably became too dependent on him. He used to say that he was my only source of happiness. I didn't think so back then, but I now know he was right. We had a rocky relationship for a couple of years until we broke up and he cut me off. I because desperate, calling him all of the time. Everyone began to say I was crazy. I eventually began agreeing with them. I started cutting on myself. I had to move away. I would write him every once in a while. I told him I was sorry, I told him happy birthday, I tried to rekindle a friendship. He stopped responding after a while. I figured he switched email adresses. After a year or so, I sent him an angry, irrational email. I told him it was...
2006-07-19
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