My dad has always told me what i can and cant do. Even when im not sure if he will let me do something i dont ask in fear that he will say no, he gets pleasure out of controlling me, when he doesnt let me do something he gloats about it and tries to get me to react to it. I end up in tears by myself all the time. When im out at a function and hes there he controls me with his eyes, he watches who i talk to and it makes me nerveous, i cant make a good impression or be myself because he is just standing there judging me. No matter how hard i try i cant seem to stop letting him do this to me, if i could ignore him i could be a better person but i cant, he has this emotional control over me. I want to get my confidence back and ignore him completly, if he doesnt like what im saying or doing i want to be able to not have to stress over his reaction, i want to have freedom.
2006-07-06
18:41:57
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