I keep thinking something will mess up my happiness. No matter what I do, I always think something horrible is going to happen to take away my success, my beauty or my happiness, no matter how much work I put in & no matter how much I do what I'm supposed to do. I'm starting to think this is a "premonition" of bad things to come. Then again, I'm wondering if it's all in my mind because of the life I had. I was raised around alot of negativity, way into adulthood & have made wrong decisions due to things I've learned from my "peers" & "elders", also from my own arrogance & mainly ignorance. I've had alot of hard & painful lessons. I've been hurt alot of times. But I'm trying to get out there & make a success of my life & do the right thing & continuing to try & weed out negative people & influences in my life. However, I have this HUGE fear that I will get hurt really bad and/or something will destroy my success, beauty & happiness. Is this just in my mind because of my experiences?
2007-03-19
03:00:07
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LaLa
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