I deal with a lot of “mental” impaired individuals. I have to read through a lot of medical records everyday such as: psychological reports, treatment notes, etc. After I read what the patient has stated what his/her problems were, the doctor gives an assessment or impression of what is wrong with this patient.
Where I am going with this is at times the patient may say he or she feels this way or did this and I have done the same thing. For instance, one patient gets angry easily. I sometimes do that myself. I feel maybe I should see a psychiatrist myself or maybe see if there is something mentally wrong with me. I know I am not crazy, I am in my right state of mind. It’s just that I had a hard life and I am starting to realize, that my past has affected my present. I am very OCD about my house. I get mad at my boyfriend when he doesn’t help me clean. When I do all the cleaning and he just sits there, I get angry inside. I sometimes start yelling over stupid, petty, crap. I don’t realize it either. I will continue to build things in my head and when the smallest problem arises, I get mad. I want to learn to try to keep calm on things. I don’t get angry everyday or anything like that. It may happen once a week. I just feel like I am doing everything on my own and sometimes I feel that no one truly cares about me. I know this isn’t true but it is the way I feel at times. Does this happen to anyone else on here? Why do I feel I have to have such a clean house? To tell you about my mom, which is the only reason I can explain it, she made us clean as children. We had to do everything on our own. She would leave us outside all day, hit us and she did do drugs. When she did let us inside we had to clean, a lot. I am guessing that is the only reason? I just wish I could calm down about it. I don’t want to get mad easily.
2007-05-23
03:40:56
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