I'm reliving those events..I had just told my therapist a small portion of one incident 2 months ago that took place 17 yrs ago, and I've never regreted anything else more than I do speaking of this to anyone. I felt I had better control when I kept it to myself, now that I have told someone it's been pure hell... Flashbacks, nightmares, scents.. and dreams so real like it's happening again. My therapist has been out of town for a couple weeks and I had major surgery as a result of the past, that was becoming life or death. I need serious help and advice, I'm so scared that I don't want to sleep any more and I have such a huge stock of previous prescribed pills that they are looking better by the minute than havin to deal with all this.. Would I have been better just to keep the door closed in the first place and never have mentioned the rapes cause I thought I was doing ok with them stuck in my head, and now I don't have any control and my violent crying and anger is really..
2007-12-29
11:43:13
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Shawny
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